You are Scattered But That's Good

I am scattered now but I am moving…

My path is unclear but I am cutting through the brush…

I don’t know my purpose but as I act I will find it…

My thoughts before I sleep whisper “have I chosen wisely?”

None of that matters now because now is all there is…

I lost the energy to second guess so now I can only live…

I hold back the tears with every word that I write..

How will I ever know if my potential dies tonight?..

None of that matters now because now I am like a kid..

Stumbling and clumsy because my creativity has no lid..

I lived a life of comparison and that only brought me sorrow..

I’d rather act with no plan at all because I know there is no tomorrow..

All that matters now is that I remember to take a step…

The hell I must escape is a creative mind full of regret..

Now I find joy in the fact that I know nothing at all..

And the people i thought could save me are just as likely to fall..

Anything that matters now must be found on the journey ahead..

Every moment of scattered action is a moment I’m not trapped in my head..

Now I see the power of starting without the knowledge I think I need

Every stumble and every mistake gives me the wisdom to grow a new reality seed…